here’s the truth I cannot speak
nose-to-nose in the trunk of your jeep
while sunrise birdsong lulls us to sleep.
i don’t think i yet love you truly deep
but still your love i want to keep…
here’s the truth I cannot speak
nose-to-nose in the trunk of your jeep
while sunrise birdsong lulls us to sleep.
i don’t think i yet love you truly deep
but still your love i want to keep…
the mouth you found without my voice,
an unfamiliar pulse,
the new nose beside yours—
this Thing That Happened
burns all the rest.
one kiss strikes a match,
one more drops it into a box of Polaroids
i wanted to keep
but
film is so flammable
and
there
they
go.
a cologne-soaked red T
carries a murmur across
impossible hours of
cattle-dotted pastures,
infinite gray tollways.
a reminder—
“I was here.”
I enter the room,
and for a heartbeat
you are.
a momentary miracle of scent
transports you from Missouri
to curl upon my bed and
watch me brush my teeth.
drive me down the night-washed roads
when stoplights blur into ribbons
sing me lines from indie songs
(your pitch will be forgiven)
find me in the winter grass
palms cupping faded sun
and as dark grows, with eyelids closed
let’s take to our high-tops and run
Sisters huddle safe as shiny girls scream
We cram down candy while they suffer onscreen
Sour Patch, Reese’s, Sprees from a Walgreens run
Feed nights still heavy with burning June sun
My lazy fingers pick apart C’s dark strands,
Her forehead of freckles beneath my hands.
Words from “The Great One” ignite her cell’s screen.
(He’s the love of her life, at the age of fourteen.)
Sassy as hell with glares that can slice,
She is the cool sister. I am just nice.
Sprawled on my lap, she reminds me she cares.
I take her warmth, her weight, her love while it’s there.
Ear against the pulse that fates us to be friends,
I cling to these nights before my last summer with her ends.
We two commas marking drunken speech
Curl beneath one borrowed robe.
Marvelling at this face within my reach
I trace wond’ring paths down its brave nose.
You’re not what I had sought to find
(another touch to haunt my sleep)
But aching want drowned out the mind’s
Insistence that one cannot keep
Six sleepless hours between clasped hands;
They fled as sun alighted sill.
Though they did thwart my wise, chaste plans
I mourn their swift departure still.
Don’t let spontaneous spooning be our end.
Call me, hold me, snore into my hair again.